dora's journal

its been a long long time people...
i've been busy and not feel up to posting much anymore...
so yes i've put up a shop on cafe press...the link is www.cafepress.com/doralee
you can go to photos.yahoo.com/mizjezebel_3 to check out other images, just don't pick the ones with people on them, i won't place a picture of my friends on a product to sell...unless they want them...
so yeah if you see an image that you like that i don't have up in the shop find me on myspace.com/doralee

i'm off to coachella yippie!!!!

slowly getting back into selling some of my clothes.

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&rd=1&item=5383263475&ssPageName=STRK:MESE:IT

yay i got a new job!!!

ever feel as though you've been forgotten?
promises broken...hearts broken.
i'm dissappointed by (certain) people that i trust the most
i miss those that i thought would miss me, but i was wrong

hey! i'm selling some of my clothes on ebay...i just have 2 dresses up right now and i'm going to be adding more through out the week.



http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQfgtpZ1QQfrppZ25QQfsooZ1QQfsopZ1QQsassZmizjezebelQ5f3

anyone going to coachella this year? trying to figure out who's going...

alright, so i've been trying to be more social lately...been trying to get out of the house more often. i quit w/s because my manager was just being a bitch. school starts up again on the 31st, hopefully i can get into the one class that really need to get my certification, ofcourse its the one class that all the health techs have to take and they only offer it during the spring and only one session...sooo dumb!
i've been wanting to go to the gym lately, and ended up winning a free month at bally's. i went yesterday, ran a mile and half and had to stop because i cramped up my right side. then i did some arm and leg work outs and woke up sore today...sucks. i'm not sure i want to join this particular gym...gold's is a lot closer and i like their equipment better. though it would be nice to have someone go with me. having a partner there definatly modivates me! i just want to lose a few pounds and tone up a bit and increase my stamina for those long massage sessions that i'll have to do.

like i said, everything falls apart in my life around this year. i'll be in hiding for a while.

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so i think friday is my last day with the net. hopefully i can get it back up by tuesday. sucks! i haven't even started moving yet! and i have to be out of here in a few days.....anyone know a really cheap place to get my carpets cleaned? the cheapest if found was $144. and i would need them to do it either sat night or sunday. and oh! i'm going to sell most of my clothes on ebay. i'll post them here as soon as i get them up on ebay so you guys can see them. and if someone wants to sell stuff for me...that would be awesome! otherwise this is going to take me a while o_0 and if there is something that you want that you know i have ask me if i'm getting rid of it, you might just get it from me ^_^;

seems like everything is getting back on track, yet no one to celebrate with. he went to his friends house to get drunk and high to celebrate his good day. i'm home alone again. i can't even concentrate on my final, all i want to do is cry. seems to me that whenever something good happens to him he leaves me to go do something with out me, and when something good happens to me he does nothing. and its not like i wasn't happy for him. i was and i wanted to go out with him, but he didn't want me to go. i feel like i'm tourchering myself or am i?

okay now i'm deparate! we got the house we liked YAY!!!! but i'm in serious need of money. so massages anyone? tips will be greatly appreciated! =D

i'm getting to the point of snapping completly. so we lost or 4th roomate and now we have to look for another one or start the search all over again and find a 3 bedroom house/apartment. my classmates are killing me, they can't seem to follow directions. my family won't really talk to me now because i won't move back with my brother (whos an asshole). my jobs suck ass and they have a nack for schedualing me when i have something happening that day...like my finals!!!! i still need people to massage and i'm worried that i won't get my hours in. in fact i'm having a hard time getting massaged....my boyfriend won't do it...he's being an ass.

ugh! my friends page looks all funny...is anyone else having that problem?

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i don't even know this person, i've never meet them before! but somehow they just really get on my nerves...its almost as if they're trying to aggravate me.


okay on to something else. so just to clear things up, aaron and i did not and are not breaking up. we're just not going to live with eachother right now. we are just too stressed out over things going on in our lives right now, his job, my job and school. actually people in general stress me out. he wants to go back to school and get a masters degree (though he needs to get a BA frist) and he absolutly hates his job. his boss is a cheap bitch and some of his co-works just needs to get fired. i'm acutally enjoying my life. i'm going to school and completing something that i enjoy doing...that makes me happy =) i do hate my jobs though. i've worked in retail for 3 years now, you think i would be a manager by now! though i don't think i could, i think i would end up in a corner trying not to yell at my empolyees.
i've met my future roomates, 2 guys who are in their early 30's and possilby/hopefully my friend suichi, and bella (my doggie). this is going to be VERY interesting. the move is going to be stressful, its going to be during finals week. location seems to be very important, i don't want to move anywhere pass downtown san jose and we're seeing all these cool places on the south side posted on craigslist. here is our post, one of the roomates wrote http://www.craigslist.org/sby/hou/47998551.html its kinda funny acutally. feel free to pass it on to anyone you know that might have a place for us =P

anyone looking for a roomate in san jose?

ATTENTION: does anyone in the san jose area need or would like to be one of my guinea pigs for massage therapy. i need about 30 hours done, but i'm trying to go for 80 or so? so if any of you want a FREE thats right FREE massage, let me know!!! my schedual is a bit weird but we can work something out.


*donations are welcomed and it will go towards educational purposes =)